28.2.11

I think...

I'd call it a date.
It was on what would have been
TWO YEARS.
With someone else.
It made me not even think of Ajz.
On the day that would have been TWO YEARS.
It was awkward and in a group,
But i'd call it a date. xP

25.2.11

Hm.

First. We took 10th at state.
It was a lot, a lot of fun!
The boys took 6th.
Dylan took 4th individually and
I took 9th idividually!
Out of every girl bowler in Iowa. :)
Anywho. Fun fun fun.
227 167 158.

Secondly.
Tomorrow would have been two years.

20.2.11

Sports.

Yesterday was SUBSTATE for bowling.
It was a full day.
Left around 9.
Arived a little after 10.
Waited around for an HOUR.
Tripoli and North Iowa,
Our biggest competitors,
Were sharing a lane.
We shared a lane with Vally Luthern.
We kept checking the Tripoli/NI lane
To see if we were behind.
After two individual games, i thought
Waverly girls were down.
(Though, something impressive happend!
A sophomore on the boys team for NINE STRIKES
In a row! We stopped caring about our game and just
Waited for him to go. "Did Trevor go yet? I'm so nervous
For him! I hope he gets a nother strike!"
He got a 267 and won the individual award overall).
Bakers were neck and neck with tripoli, we were
Only 20 pins ahead at the start!
We had one really bad game, and so by
The last game, we were only up 11 pins.
They finished first. 126.
We had 124 in the 9th.
We had WON!
Our last frame was STILL a 9 spare strike anyway. :)
The boys, to NO ONES suppries, are also going to state!
Guess who's missing school friday?
THIS KID!!!
I love the team. it's so fun.
And states a fricken BLAST.
So i went home, feeling good, and lounged around.
Eventually my parents took me out for supper.
Joes Knight Hawk is my favorite place to eat.
I ate a whole burrito. So. Much. Food. :)
We stuck around for a while,
And after a bit some people from the Girls BBall game showed up.
I watched wrestling.
I WATCHED WRESTLING.
I started out just bored, but then i decided
I wanted the boys to win.
It's our school, so show school spirit!
Rinken lost, but he totally put everything he had
Into that match.
Then, there's Cody & Cody.
Both actaully nice guys.
Both winners.
I was proud.
Of WRESTLERS.
My usual enemy.
But every dumb/mean wrestler got beat out.
I loved yesterday.
So much excellent stuff,
Coming from these Go-Hawks.
Bowling Girls and Boys onto state!
Wrestlers got 2 top finishes AND a
FOUR YEAR outstanding winning streak.
All state Speech kids were rockin ;)
(I'm sorry i missed the family vacation,
I missed you guys so much! <3 )
And Girls BasketBall won too!
It's a great day to be a Go-Hawk! <3

18.2.11

Born This Way.

Lately, things have been busy.
I wish it would just..stop.
I don't want to be in the
Waterloo CF Symphony anymore.
I don't want to do Individual Speech anymore.
I haven't had a practice yet, and it's next saturday.
I don't even know how to DO Radio. :/
Mock Trial is Mock Trial.
A certain someone is possibly joining though.
Which could prove to be lovely..
Play is going to be fun.
Once i can have time to go to practices. :P
I had bowling everyday this week,
And hopefully next week i will too!
Aka that means we would be going to STATE!
Allstate is tomorrow for speech.
I'm getting a Tshirt even though i'm not going.
I advanced to it, i deserve one. ;)
I'm nervous for tomorrow.
Bowling is different than any other sport.
It all comes down to tomorrow,
All of our meets don't matter.
They're just numbers.
Whoever comes out on top tomorrow
Advances to state. Eek!
I just really want to go back again.. :)
Speaking of bowling...
We're going to Iowa Falls today to 'practice'
For tomorrow.
Can you say ROADTRIP? :D

Something else going on in my life.
My car is officially a town car.
It's pretty broken but can make it to school and back. :p
It dings at me and says it's hot in the car, but
Really it's not.
It's doing it more and more frequently.
And it's sorta annoying.
As much as i love the ghetto car,
It's being a little meanie right now. :P

Something else i'm not excited for--Prom.
Graduating Summer is playing at prom..
Basically a bunch of teens who graduated when i was
A FRESHMAN and none of them have done anythings
With their lives...except low-end jobs and pot.
So i'm not sure what's all going on there.
I'm still looking for a date.
I've had one offer...
But nobody wants to go to prom with Jon Taylor. xP
He said i wasn't the first to turn him down! Ha.
Nobody fun wants to go to prom now that GS ruined it.
Which in itself is hilarious. :D
Idk. It's not that big of a deal for me anymore.
If nobody wants to go i'll just stay at my cousin's wedding.
Idk. It's basically whatever. :P
I think that's all that's going on in my life right now.
I don't want bowling to be over but it may be over tomorrow.
And i'm basically never home for supper anymore.
I never even have time for myself right now.
It sucks. :P
So yeah.
That's that. I hope tomorrow goes well for me. xP
And i hope that if you actaully read this that you have a lovely,
Satisfying and fufilled weekend full of joy. :)
Because i love you. <3

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♫ I'm beautiful in my way,
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way ♫

11.2.11

Winner winner!

Tonight, we won our third meet.
Against the team that was suppose to be
Our biggest challenge for substate.
Hopefully we will go to state.
I WANT TO GO TO STATE REALLY BAD!
Ha.
I did poorly tonight with a 114 and a 120.
But we all had fun.
It was out last regular/home meet of the season.
Now, next saturday, we will play for a chance to go to
STATE.
I want it.
I'll bring my A game. :)

Hopeing to have some fun this weekend.
Idk what i'll do yet.
Kimothy is home. :) Love that.
Shopping? I hope so!
Everyone else, have a LOVELY weekend
If you take the time to read these anymore.
I love you all. ;)
Ttyl! Teehee! <3

9.2.11

Sad.

I've been having an ok week.
Yesterday for bowling we went to Cedar Rapids.
Everyone brought food.
I brought cake balls.
There were also chocolate chocolate cookies,
Funfetti cookies, cheesecake cups, chocolate bars,
And caprisuns.
It was nice.
AND we got pizza hut after bowling! ^.^
The 14 of us downed 5 LARGE pizzas!
I had four slices myself,
The most out of the girls. :)
Bowling at marion was very fun.
I was anchor, and i was having a good night.
I had a 164 and a 179.
I left a pin out there, i could have had 180.
It bumped my collective average for the year to
144, claiming me the best bowler spot.
It seems low, but that's because i use to get 120s. :P
Substate is comming up!
SADLY, it is the SAME DAY SAME TIME as
ALL STATE SPEECH.
It's hard to make it to all state,
But i decided that since we're 1) nonpreforming,
And 2) we're only playing a dvd, i figured
Substate bowling was more important.
The team probably couldn't make it to state without me.
And i want to go to state again!
We had our last team practice tonight... :'(
Then i went to confirmation and actaully went to
CHOIR! I've skipped for over a month... xP
I walk in the door and my mom says 'did someone talk to you at church'?
"Who died"? An obvious question.
My mom just looked sympathetic.
It's bad to assume the worst, but i assumed my grandpa.
Turns out, it was my confirmation mentor.
We only met a few times, we were both busy.
She was a lovely woman, a little odler, and did
Something at UNI i'm pretty sure.
She gave me AMAZING presents for my confirmation.
Chickens in a 3rd world country, and trees too!
AND she had just returned from CHINA
So i got some AMAZING trinkets from the forbidden city! :)
I always meant to write her a follow up letter...
I drive past her house occasionaly.
I started crying.
How could i not care so much?
How could i be so mean?
All i had to do was write a few words and tell her how i was.
Mail it, and make her day.
But instead, i let her die without telling her.
I didn't even know she was sick.
I guess that's life..
:/

1.2.11

I miss summer...

Alabama Arkansas I do Love my Ma and Pa
But not as much as I do Love you
Holy Moly Me oh My your the apple of my eye
Girl aint never loved one like you
Man o Man your my best friend I scream it to the nothingness
that we got everything we need
Hot and Heavy pumpkin pie
Chocolate candy Jesus Christ
Aint nothin please me more than you

Home, Let me come Home
Home is Whenever Im with you
Home, yes I am Home
Home is wherever Im with you

Lalalala Take me Home
Mama Im Coming Home

I follow you into the park, thru the jungle thru the dark
Girl aint never loved one like you
Moats and boats and Waterfalls, Alleyways and payphone calls
I been everywhere with you
Laugh until we think we'll die, barefoot on a summer night
never could be sweeter than with you

like its only you and me jade/ebes your somethin to see

Lalalala take me home
Mama Im Comin Home

Jade, you remember that night you fell outa my window?
ya you came jumpin out after me
well, you were bleedin all over the place and I covered your ass with your dress and we went off to the hospital, you remember that?
ya
well there's somethin I never told you bout that night
what didnt you tell me?
well, while you were sitting in the back seat smokin a cigarrette you thought was gona be your last, I was fallin deep, deep in love with you, and I never told you till just now!

Home, let me come home, home is wherever Im with you
Home, yes I am Home home is whenever Im with you!

Alabama Arkansas I do love my Ma and Pa
Yes Home, yes ward! home is whenever Im with you!
Home is whenever Im with you.




Please stop snowing.
Soon. <3

idk

What to say anymore.
I'm sorry.






But that doesn't seem to cut it.
These endless tears don't either.
I'm tired and miserable.
Are you happy with your choice?
I hope so.
I'd just like to say i sincerely love
The last two years + we spent together as BFFs..
I still count you as a friend.
And i'd forgive everythin and try harder.
If you'd just say one word to me..
I miss you, me best friend.
Just..ponder this for a while, ok?