Sad.

I've been having an ok week.
Yesterday for bowling we went to Cedar Rapids.
Everyone brought food.
I brought cake balls.
There were also chocolate chocolate cookies,
Funfetti cookies, cheesecake cups, chocolate bars,
And caprisuns.
It was nice.
AND we got pizza hut after bowling! ^.^
The 14 of us downed 5 LARGE pizzas!
I had four slices myself,
The most out of the girls. :)
Bowling at marion was very fun.
I was anchor, and i was having a good night.
I had a 164 and a 179.
I left a pin out there, i could have had 180.
It bumped my collective average for the year to
144, claiming me the best bowler spot.
It seems low, but that's because i use to get 120s. :P
Substate is comming up!
SADLY, it is the SAME DAY SAME TIME as
ALL STATE SPEECH.
It's hard to make it to all state,
But i decided that since we're 1) nonpreforming,
And 2) we're only playing a dvd, i figured
Substate bowling was more important.
The team probably couldn't make it to state without me.
And i want to go to state again!
We had our last team practice tonight... :'(
Then i went to confirmation and actaully went to
CHOIR! I've skipped for over a month... xP
I walk in the door and my mom says 'did someone talk to you at church'?
"Who died"? An obvious question.
My mom just looked sympathetic.
It's bad to assume the worst, but i assumed my grandpa.
Turns out, it was my confirmation mentor.
We only met a few times, we were both busy.
She was a lovely woman, a little odler, and did
Something at UNI i'm pretty sure.
She gave me AMAZING presents for my confirmation.
Chickens in a 3rd world country, and trees too!
AND she had just returned from CHINA
So i got some AMAZING trinkets from the forbidden city! :)
I always meant to write her a follow up letter...
I drive past her house occasionaly.
I started crying.
How could i not care so much?
How could i be so mean?
All i had to do was write a few words and tell her how i was.
Mail it, and make her day.
But instead, i let her die without telling her.
I didn't even know she was sick.
I guess that's life..
:/