Well...

For one, i don't go to people for help.
NEVER have. always run. even from my mom.
Second, i never shot down you and Sam.
I don't care, i was just off that night and
Just saying he's a flirt.
I don't have feeling for Sam. and probably haven't for
A Long Time.
I think you should go for it. i just wanted you to know.
Maybe i should keep my mouth shut. :(

I don't want school to come.

Now, for a rant of sorts:
Is it right to have seen you at the party
and gotten jelous because you were with all those CF girls. And, this crush should go away by now, but it doesn't. and i don't think about you until i see you. then you're there, not talking to me, being yourself. so whatever. you're just nice. and...i'm over it. because i don't cry over you every night. because you're not leaving for college saturday.
my sister, and my boyfriend.
i shared some laughs with her the other day, and it almost, almost felt like before high school. when we use to share everything.....it hurts.
and him, leaving again, oh joy.
and i have nothing more to say right now.