Feelings that i go through.

I don't know where to go,
I don't konw where to turn,
These feelings that i go through,
They really, really burn.
The way you make me feel,
It seems just like a dance,
But given this is real,
It's no more up to chance.
These descicions that i make,
They're really hard to do,
My love for you's not fake,
That's really, really true.
I no more need to hide,
For you're my protection,
And when you're at my side,
I feel a real connection.
Even though she hates me,
It's only an opinion,
You're love for me is free,
So she's commiting the sin.
Even though you love me,
Even though you care,
She's still gonna hate me,
So it just doesn't seem very fair.
But right now i'm confused,
On just how i should think,
So though i feel abused,
I fear i'm on the brink.
A brink of all insanity,
A brink of all my hopes,
I just want to scream a profanity,
But instead, i just cope.
So for now i'll go on loving,
The man i love so dear,
But if my feelings keep on shoving,
My heart shall rip i fear.