Life Is Swell.

Currently, life is pretty swell.

And you know what?

I'm still getting crap.

From people about him.

And i've been getting this crap

For about 6 months.

And you know what?

It doesn't bother me anymore.

Others wouldn't have trusted him to do it.

To be with her, alone, 5 hours away

But i did. i mean....

She has someone now for herself.

And he has me...and we have love.

And then have those 5 times she pissed him off.

So much so, that he was weakened.

And i was there for him through all of that.

And she caused the pain.

What does pain me, is this:

He doesn't stick up for me to HER,

Though i stick up for HIM

to ALL of my FRIENDS.

I. Love. Him.

And my friends are still telling me to end it.

BUT...it doesn't bother me too much.

After half a year of CRAP i get use to it.

Though this should have stopped.

No, he doesn't tell me EVERYTHING.

But i trust him. so very much so.

And if he does mess up,

Well...currently....

I don't know what i would do.

But then i wouldn't be able to trust HIM.

It hurt when he said he could never trust me again.

Because of something that wasn't as bad as he said it was.

It could have been worse.

It didn't even have to invole him.

And though we were dating, he picked her.

Yelling at ME:

"What did you do?!? What did you say to _ _ _ _ _?!?"

And then there is HER ( _ _ _ _ _ ).

She missed her chance at him.

She HURT HIM.

More than once.

And so she hated me.

For dating him.

And i still cringe and the mention of her name.

When i see her.

When i see her car.

She HATES me.

And i didn't do ANYTHING.

And HE won't do anything about it.

And he went with her.

5 hours away.

And i let him.

Not that me not being ok with it would have change his mind.

So keep it inside.

About how i'm afraid for this coming year.

Because he can't protect me from her.

Because he's going to go to college.

But i mean...Life...

Is Swell.