I Miss You.

So,

It's true.

I miss you so much,

And no, this won't be a rant about how much

I miss you.

Because, even though i do,

I think i can manage.

I love you more than

Anything i've ever known.

Sometimes, like this week

Will happen.

Where i called you every night

At 9 like usual.

And every time you were busy.

We would talk for about

5 minutes.

And then, i got mad.

Why the Hell

Where you blowing me off?

Who gave you this right?

To be with your new friends

And not talk to me

Then apologize in a text

About how you're

"Sorry".

And then talk

About coming home this weekend.

And, then i talked to you today

For that hour i longed for.

Most of it was silence.

Am i slipping from you?

Sometimes i think i could

Infact, live without you.

Then i cry at night about how i miss you.

I.

Don't.

Know.

Who.

I.

Am.

Anymore.

Eff.

With you or

Without you,

I just am

Confused.