Jack's Mannequin.

So.

I always seem to start all my posts that way.

Update on my life:

School is going pretty good.

Besides the homework in every subject part.

And...as far as him being gone...

I call him every night.

It's just like before we dated.

Or when we were first dating.

I love it.

Actually, i love sitting in my closet,

On the floor, talking to you

For an hour every night. :)

And, this weekend.

Labor day weekend,

You came back.

Friday, you were in CF around 3:30.

So from 4-6 we hung out.

Then i marched.

In Janesville,

where we put a WSR on their field.

So glad they didn't kill us.

And, then, after that, we went to your

"Mom" & "Dad"'s house.

Your bowling coaches house.

Btw, i'm joing bowling this year,

along with soccer.

So long as _ _ _ _ _ don't kill me.

Which, since i have wranwrap,

I should be all good there.

And since you were back, we hung out

Almost 15 hours this weekend.

it was a 3 days weekend tho. :D

And i love him.

So much.

Ohh, and the whole thing with the title.

Last night, i listened to jack's mannequin,

And every other song i would

Cry, then on the next song,

I would smile.

A gemini night.

And the night before,

Even though i knew i would see you the next day,

I still went home and cried.

All of a sudden, and i couldn't stop.

And, i was scared.

I didn't know why i was crying.

But i was.

And i couldn't stop.

And everyone was a little worried.

Which goes to show

You don't post on facebook unless you want question asked.

I had forgeten this.

Ohh well.

And then i talked to him on FB.

And he asked if he should be worried,

But as is softly continued to cry,

I was i was fine.

Then, later on, after i couldn't take it anymore,

I called Wranwrap.

My best friend.

And i felt soo much better.

She made me laugh.

And, that's my life right now.

March in the AM.

Study hard. (lol)

FB after school.

EAT.

Homework?

Call him.

Love him.

Go to Bed.

Cry.

Jack's Mannquin.

REPEAT.

I love my life. because i have him

Because i Love him. <3