Fine.

So.

Life was good.

You were home wed.

And i saw you thursday.

And i saw you friday.

And today i had to march

Until three.

And you had to work

Until five.

So i came home at four

And i fell asleep.

You called around five thirty.

You boss wanted you to go to

MASON CITY to bowl tonight.

*silence*

And you're going to your dads tomorrow.

And you dad is fun but i don't have to go.

And...i just was ready for some time with

Him, but i guess tomorrow night will be it.

So jeeze.

And during our phone convo,

Wranwrap called.

At the end of the phone convo,

I was starting to cry.

You asked if it was fine that you were going.

I told you it was your life.

And you were all blah blah blah just

Never mind. grr.

I mean...i want to see you

So Bad!

But...i called wranwrap back

And she wondered if i wanted to go to

Front Yard Fright tonight with her.

I swear, if not for her i would fall apart.

And today was fun,

I got to hang out with

CJ a lot. :)

Even if it WAS cold...

But seriously?

He's made me cry so much.

And he doesn't know about

Any of that. really?