25.10.09

Life in 10 Years?

Last week, after you left my house
I decided that since you were always complaining
About how nobody sends you letters,
That i would write you everynight
And send them all at the end of the week.
So far, so good.
Tonight will be a week.
Sunday to Sunday.
And...you still don't know.
I was happy Thursday night
And Friday....
You came home this weekend.
You coach told you to rest.
I Love seeing you.
And...i realized something.
If i marry you 10 years down the road...
I'll be really happy.
It sounds strange
And very far off,
But you make me so happy.
You complete me.
I love you.
You love me.
If i never date anyone
Else, I will be happy
And, it does sound really crazy,
And I probably sound really
Obsessive and dumb and love struck.
But I've thought about this, and it's true.
And, if you were to break up with me…
I would be horrified, and really sad.
Because right now,
I don't know if i could every break up with you.
I love you so much.
It's really true.
And...if you broke up with me,
I would just get mad and get over it,
Hopefully.
And if i break up with you,
Which i don't think i can ever do,
It would be for a good reason.
But, if i start a family with you,
I'll be happy.
And i do sound strange,
But people long ago got married
At my age, so whats wrong?
But for now, the wind is cold and bitter.
Yet, the sunshine is warm,
So i'll just keep loving you...<3

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