Grr.

So.
On the night of
November 25-26,
I dreamed of AJZ.
Last night...i dreamed
Of nathaniel...
No, i am over him.
He needs me so much.
Last night...this morning
I guess...at
3 am, he called me
And left a voicemail.
He mumbles a lot.
He thanked me for
Reminding him of
Something yesterday...
You see...
He needs me so much.
I just....
Have you ever needed
To push something away
That needed you to stay alive?
It's so complicated.
I truley don't
Have feelings for him
Anymore.
I love ajz.
It appears that he needs me though.
So, i will be there for him.
I guess...