Nathaniel Dream

SO.
I dreamed of *him* again last night...
And NOT ajz, either.
...
I am over him.
My subconscience...is dumb.
It was nice though.
Listen up.

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First off
We were eating lunch.
Me and my friends.
No nathaniel.
I threw a water bottle
At a boy...idk who.
Its foggy.
And so he was going to beat me up.
So i ran off to tell my friends.
And i ran into him.
I wanted to tell him
So i wouldn't be hurt.
But he was...laughing and
Looking in pain.
So i asked what was up.
He said something.
[Bear in mind he is sad a lot.]
He said a professor had killed himself.
"Someone who taught my age is dead".
So i gave him a really big hug.
Suicide is NEVER the answer.

[it becomes blurry here....]

Then he was with all of his friends
And he showed someone his phone.
He said something about
How the background pic
Was of me.
"I want to show you this
Because her and i have a thing now."
From somewhere else someone yells
"What about AJZ?"
"Who?" -N

Then it swithches to me in
The locker room.
Running around yelling
PROFANITIES.
WHY DOES HE LIKE ME?
I LOVE AJZ!

You see, even in my subconscience...
AJZ wins my heart.
{Taylor Swift}
It's a love story
Baby just say yes.
Yes, AJZ all the way.

Even now, as i IM nathaniel.
He imed me.
He wants to see me tomorrow.
I'll have to BS my way through it.
I won't ever do something
That looks like i'm cheating
On AJZ.
Cuz {Hellogoodbye}
Oh, it is love
From the first,
Time i set my eyes upon
You, thinking Oh, is it love. :)

But, listen to the ending our convo.
As i BS my way out, saying i'm tired.
And yes, i am "the fantab cookie"

** "The Fantab Cookie" [9:50 P.M.]: i'm gonna go to bed soon.
"The Fantab Cookie" [9:50 P.M.]: i guess call me tomorrow sometime lol
"Nathaniel" [9:51 P.M.]: oh ok.
"Nathaniel" [9:51 P.M.]: missyou
"The Fantab Cookie" [9:51 P.M.]: sorry. i is tired. :|
"Nathaniel" [9:51 P.M.]: if you must :(
"The Fantab Cookie" [9:51 P.M.]: i'll talk to you tomorrow. :)
"Nathaniel" [9:51 P.M.]: you better **

But, i <3 AJZ.
And all of you.
So..imma go call AJZ.
ttyl all!
G'night...