Well then...

So. last night.
It wasn't my fault.
He's never really online
So i IMed nathaniel.
And yes, i am over him.
He appears to need me
More than i need him.
I do miss him
But if i never saw him in my
Life again...
I'd be ok.
He seems really sad
And i want to help...
I hope he'll be ok.
I'm a caring person, ok?
When i think of him, i don't feel
Anything at all.
Then...this morning...
4:37 AM...
He texted me.
Asking me if i enjoyed him.
And why.
He was feeling bad again,
And wondering if people
Really liked him.
Of course people like him!
I wish he wouldn't doubt...

Maybe he'll come hang out
With him and some friends today.
You know, get in the holiday spirit.
Did i mention he's home?


BUT.
Tomorrow.
Thanksgiving.
Thursday.
The 26.
Is 9 months.
Exactly 39 weeks.
He'll be in Las Vegas.
For a bowling tournament.
=((
BUT.
He has to pay for college somehow.
And i saw him last weekend.
Sadly, only the bowlers are still on campus
Because they have practice.
And the Caf. is closed...
And he's bored ALL day.
And i miss him.
BUT.
It's ok.
Because.
It is love.

And as for nathaniel.
He seems so distant..
I hope he's ok...
BUT
Happy Thanksgiving. <3