Conflictions.

My first confliction.
I never talk to you only because i'm busy.

My second confliction.
I don't want you talking to him.
You had someone, then you moved to Canada.
Don't change boys.
Don't throw yourself at him.
Don't deny it, either.
And don't ever flirt with him.
He only wants to hang out with you for
One reason, and i'm sure it's to mess up your life.

My third conflicion.
I want to go to the party this weekend, but ironicly,
Kim will be home this weekend, and she's friends with
These people, too.
AKA, i will not be in attendence.
She's already sold on going.
WHY THE HELL CAN'T I LIVE MY OWN LIFE.
I DON'T WANT TO NOT BE ALBE TO DO THINGS BECAUSE IT'S HER
"FRIENDS". They're mine, too, jerk.

My fourth confliction.
I feel like sometimes i'm not liked my people,
Or people use me for friendly convience.
And it hurts, because last-to-know things
And always making efforts.
Not a sole will call me to ask to hang out, ever.
I don't enjoy this. Do i change myself?

My fifth confliction.
Why do you have a second life?
Are the CF people that great,
Or is there something you get to do with them
That's so great?
You're here 24/7 in Wavetown,
But you're BFFs with a bunch of CF people.
And you're starting to get moody.
Don't tell me to be happy then get pissed off.

My sixth confliction.
You are like my sister.
But you told me you like him.

My seventh confliction.
I like him too.
I love Ajz, and i can't live without him,
But i still get nervous around him.
I told you today, and you're ok.
I think.
I'd rather you than some like him,
But, i'd rather not be selfish.
My head says i need to be just friends.
But he makes me stomach do flips.
It's...bad.
This is a true confliction.
You used to act like you liked me.
Now, i don't see it.
But, i can't stop talking to you. :)

My eighth confliction.
You need to stop doing that stuff.
Period.
Too many people do it that i know.
It's, not bad besides the illegal part,
I just worry.
And, that's that.

My ninth confliction.
What do i do about all of this?