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Today, i woke up at 7.
I went to set construction around 9.
I helped clean the wood room.
Then, around noon we broke for lunch.
I called Ajz and we went and got lunch.
Then, i went back to his house.
It was about 1:00.
I wasn't there for more than 10 minutes.
If you're smart you know what happened.
He seemed pretty ok about it.
If you want details, you have to ask me.
I barely cried during it.
Then, when i went to my car,
I decided i needed a distraction,
So i went to set construction again.
I drove there, in convulsions i couldn't stop.
But honestly, i was ok.
I called BMP, and she came out in the rain and gave me a hug.
I love you, btw.
And yes, i do still love him.
But like i said, it's ok.
Then i stayed at set for another 2 hours.
It helped a lot.
And i just told people bmp
Told me a funny joke and i swollowed pop wrong.
Casuing my eyes to tear up.
Because pop does that to me.
I can't handle the fizz.
And then i was able to also blame it on
'Alergies'.
Only 4 people there knew i think.
And that's all that matters.
Why should i flaunt it?
I'm fine.
And he told me i wouldn't lose him.
He also told me that he was always a phone call away.
So, really, i'm fine.

The second worst part?
Making it Facebook official.
I felt really mean doing it.
Gosh, i'm so backandforth on this..