5.10.10

Just Don't Know

So, you obviously super liked me.
Not even a week ago you wanted to date.
Or at least rush into a relastionship.
Now, i barely saw you on Sunday
(You were 'smelly' and had homework in your words).
I personally don't care.
I wanted to see you.
Because something's changed inside me.
I...I like you too.
I said it.
I like you a LOT more than i originally planned.
And, for a while, i was golden.
I was going to see you Sunday, and it would be fun.
Along with seeing the epic ~<3~
And, you having your parents over wasn't a problem.
More fun time with ~<3~ and KS.
But, then at quittich i figured you'd flitatiously look at me.
You didn't. But, that's alright. That game was
I-N-T-E-N-S-E. Haha.
Then, after i wanted to give you a hug but you were
Taking stuff away and with M. Who's last name idk.
And i'm not sure if M likes me, because i made an
Iffy impression at the WSR show UNI came to. :\
So upon hanging out i called him.
He said he was smelly and had homework.
It sounded sorta like he wanted to but, couldn't.
At the end of the 3 minnute convo, he said to stop
By his room before leaving if i wanted.
I wanted to.
We did.
It was nice seeing you, but you still seemed off. :\
Now, i haven't talked to you since.
I mean, it's beem only a few days,
But i just IMed you on Fb...20 minutes ago.
I'm guessing you left you FB up in someone's room again,
But i really wanted to talk to you.
I really like him.
I'll say it. So what?
Now i'm becoming that girl that over-analyzes everything
And worries too much.
And right now? I just don't know...

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