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My horiscope today:
You may feel a great deal of nervous energy today, Gemini. Tension could come to you from all angles. Indecisiveness might be your biggest problem. You may be in a frenzy trying to figure out where to move next. The key is to slow down and relax. Don't make a move without evaluating things. Be careful about acting too hastily, especially when it comes to matters of the heart.


Sarah didn't text me, call me, message me,
Or anything once during break.
She never invited me into D&D.
She never calls or asks me to hang out.
She barely talked to me.
And if it was anything it was obvious stuff.
Always looking to get away from me today.
To talk to anybody but me.
Then, she sees you at lunch and runs to you.
All day she's been saying she's sore from soccer.
She can barely sit but she runs to you.

Just about cried today.
I've never had a fight with her.
We've always been best friends.
What am i going to do if/when i lose her?
I hate this.
Nobody asked to hang out over break.
I spent New Years feeling like i was invading
On the one person who would take me in
So i wouldn't have to spend it alone.
It's not like i'm running off with a boy all the time.
I'm not even busy.
But nobody asks.
And people...walk away from me in the halls
When i talk to them.
People, talk to eachother around me.
I don't even know why i try any more...?
Nobody noticed my new hair today.
I mean, i did it the day after break started.
I just..i hate people being so two-faced to me.
You're friends with me until it's inconvenient for you.
Then i'm just that weird kid nobody likes.
And i hate it.
That's how i feel.
I'm loosing my best friend(s).
And nobody care.
Thanks.