1 year.

I've been single for 1 year today.
September 25th.
But, last year it was on a Saturday.
And i remember Set Crew.
You were there for me when i came in, crying.
You were there for me through everything.
I cried a little yesterday.
It's so unreal.
A whole year alone?
And i'm still not over him.
I haven't kissed anyone in a year.
I miss everything.
Yesterday sucked.
But today was better.
I woke up and FINALLY
Deleted all the texts i had in my phone from Andy.
There is no hope for that anymore.
He obviously doesn't like me anymore.
And, Andrew texted me today.
About bowling.
I doubt he realized what today was.
He was never one for remembering dates.
It's been a year.
A good enough year.
A hard year.
I want to move on.
Time i have.

I just thought i'd let everyone know.
This is a monumentous weekend for me.
But, that's just me.
It's just some numbers.
365 days, so what?
I can hardly believe it.
I don't know how i feel.
Just amazed 1 year went by so fast.
So many memories.
So many things changed.
I know i'm happy, but for some reason
I keep wanting to cry.