So much to say.

Well, i guess it was last thursday morning,
Drew told me how he felt, and i just told him
I didn't want to date anyone. But, it sucked.
"I've liked you for a really, really long time."
"I think you're a super awesome person."
"Spending the last month of my life with you has
Been the best month of my life."
"Being with you is better than seeing Edward Sharpe live."
"I think you're super cute."
"I can't stop thinking about you."
...and so on.
He still tries to act like nothing happened,
But i wish he would leave me alone for a while.
It is just too weird he still talks to me a lot.
I just don't want that right now. That's all.

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Also. I've been really busy lately.
It isn't fun.
School just started, shouldn't it wait a while
BEFORE it kills me? Guess not...

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Life is just crazy.
Being a senior is crazy.
Going to the football game and only hearing
My class mates names being called over the loud speaker.
Kids my age are doing that football thing, and winning.
It is crazy.
I mean, i myself am a section leader!
And taking a college class! Ahh!
And i don't know why but i feel weird lately.
I think i might actaully want to go to college.
I'm taking a visit to central and simpson soon this month.
I just want to get away from Waverly.
Everything is bugging me about it.
I just want something new. Something exciting and scary.
I want the decisions to be up to me for once.
Plus, ever since my older friends went to college,
Life just hasn't been the same.
I mean, i don't wanna be that needy freaky friend,
And you've only been gone for a week,
But i really miss you.
And i don't know why.
I just find myself getting sad sometimes because i miss you so much.
It's pretty strange.
I hope you got all 3 of my letters.
I'll write more soon.
I just feel different.

I think i'm ready for change.