Why hello.

I mis her. i don't know.
I just hit me.
Like, 10 seconds ago.
I miss my sister.
She hates coming home from college,
And never wants us to come down to see her.
I haven't spent more than two months with here since
She was in high school.
I don't really have a sister.
I have been on my own so much.
And now, my friends never want to hang out.
For the past two saturdays, i've hung out with my parents.
And even they are reluctant to bring me into a bar
Just so i can have food and social time.
They hand out with their friends more than i do.
What's wrong with me?
I just wanna get out of here.
Nobody cares anymore.
I sat in my house all day today,
And our heater is broken so it was 60 degrees.
And i just felt like crying all day.
I was so alone.
Even the dog didn't want me.
Ugh.
I was so cold i couldn't do homework.
I sat under a blanket all day wishing i had a life.
I feel so lost lately.
The weekend rolls around and i'm the lamest kid ever.
And i'm a senior in high school.
So much for the best part of my life...

But on the bright side,
Mail from 3 college friends is fabulous. :)

And in other words, i'm a push over.
My freshmen called me one day and asked for a ride home.
So i drove him home.
He uses me for rides,
He is probably the only person to be able to do that ever,
And he doesn't even know how special he is to me.
I'm such a creep.
Ugh.
Life...
Yeah.