Strawberry Yogurt.

So, it's good stuff, seriously. XD
But life right now...is also good.
I don't honestly konw...
I have so much i could say right now...
I figured it out, actaully.
I have anger issues.
But...Lately,
My means of expression have become
One thing, to hate her/it/_ _ _ _ _.
I don't really hate her.
She doesn't really hate me.
I just use her as a ways to vent
My pent up anger.
It's not her fault.
If it would have been flipped
Story wise, i wouldn't want someone to
Hate me for talking to a friend.
I'm sorry to her, not that she knows
Of any of it.
And, i use to take my anger out
Any way i could on myself.
Bad grades, every thing i did wrong
Which is why i had low self-esteem.
Then, i got other ways
And i recently became really happy.
I stoped 'hatin' on my self'
And felt better.
But on the inside,
Hating her turned me into a monster!
So i'll use other methods of expression
Even if it means i'm mean.
I don't want to be a moster.
But, Strawberry Yogurt is...good.
And...ajz is coming back for the...4 week in a row.
I feel spoiled. :D
And..Musical...
It's gonna be a good weekend.
Supposedly Nathanial is coming back.
When he was in my living room
At the Halloween Party....
Why did my heart stop?
Is it the 'first true love thing?'
Or, is it just him?
But...again....yogurt...and...him...and...her...and...a year since i was OBSESSED with him...a whole year...and...he still stops my heart...still tears me up...still does all that crap...and i still like ajz...and...yogurt.