11.11.10

No sleep. Too much sleep.

During musical i ended up crazy
And sleep deprived.
Yesterday, i took an hour long nap and
Got 9 hours of sleep.
Today, i felt sick and went home.
I got 2 hours of sleep off and on.
I'm feeling good now.
So, yeah. :)

There's something i'm keeping from everyone.
His name.
Screw all boys in all previous posts.
Did i mention saturday when i was with my sister
We went to the house at UNI where BJS
Lives? to pick up a friend.
I texted him, and he was an hour away somewhere.
I wanted to see him, and though it's not his fault,
That's the last straw.
I can't waste my time on a college boy.
He doesn't want me anymore. :\
There's...someone new.
I mean, new on my radar.
He's a sophomore.
And TALL. :P
While i was at the last musical cast party,
He was up on stage dancing alone,
Cuz he's got that sorta confidence.
A slow song came on,
'Cinderella' By steven curtis chapman.
It must have been in 3/4, because he pointed to me
And said 'I need a waltzing buddy'.
ME.
We talk little, he's super nice though.
He's in orquestra.
And we, with everyone watching,
Danced the whole song alone. :)
He's graceful for his height.
And he asked if i was going to the orquestra waltz.
I said i already had a dress. :)
He. I. We have no classes together.
Today, he was in study hall, and i walked past, and he smiled.
HIM SMILING made me smile.
He may have been being nice.
We'll never knew.
I just. i wish i knew.
He's nice to everyone.
And i'm not wanting to get hurt.
But, i like him.
But i shan't say more 'till i know.
But, i thought if you took the time to read this,
You deserved to know.
I like someone. :)
Someone who doesn't know i like them.
And bam.
The tables have turned. ;)
Let's hope he's not one who
Turns everyone down, too.

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