Well. What a day.

Boys. boys. boys.
I sorta told Levi no last night.
It was hard, so maybe i'll
Say more on that later.
He likes me, but i don't want that.

Andrew? Doesn't talk to me.
I'm sorta over that.
You idiot. :P

Keaton? Freshman.
He keeps calling me his best friend.
So that's ALL i'll be with him, ok?
I'm allowed to have friends.

Mychal? Sorta stopped texting all the time.
Thankfully, because he's annoying.

Nathanial? That's not his name but still.
He put his head on my shoulder back in freshman
Year during the first cast party.
On the first cast party this year,
Some freshmen (previous mention) did the same to ME.
I texted him and ever since we've sorta been talking.
He's slow to respond but that's just him.
He needs friends, and i've always been there for him.
Even if he makes horrible choices, i'll still be there.
It's just too easy to say that though, when he lives
2.5 hours away. :\

Luke Jones? Stalking, for sure. I'm over that.
He's...nice. but sometimes is weird.


Last night, my car broke.
The Ghetto car is out of order currently :\
I parked it to let a freshman out last night
After the cast party, got in, drive,
CLUNK
And it wouldn't go forward.
I tried to put it into park, and it sputtered.
I shut off the car.
Got out.
Looked under it, and there wasn't anything there.
Turned the car back on, Drive, and same.
Park? still makes noises.
Thankfully, the freshman's father knows cars.
While i waited for my mom, he looked at it.
Something about a gear shift falling off/breaking
And my car sorta endlessly in 'drive', aka
It can't park one wheel because it's detached.
My car, even in 'park' is shovable.
So i took my stuff, pulled the E brake,
And left my baby in a side street.
I love my car, and i'd do anything for it.
It's small, and i love that.
I'm really encouraging to it.
And though i push it sometimes,
I still reward it. :)
I feel a connection to it.
I mean, it understands me.
It allows me to eat pop tarts and drive it.
It has problems, but so do i.
We are one, in a sense.
Even with a broken door, it's my baby.
Until we fix it, i get to drive my dad's
BOAT CAR. It's a bonneville and it's HUGE.
VERY roomy in the back lol. 4 doors. leather seats.
A sun roof, but it's huge, and i can't do that very well.
My dad will be driving our truck, but that think overheats.
I'm gracious,but still. :\

Kim's home.
She INVITED me to hang out WITH HER AND HER FRIENDS
Yesterday, so i took up the offer.
She must really miss me. :)
Can't say the feekings mutual,
But i'm not in a different place.
I still have mom and dad and friends.
And, i do miss her, a little, i guess.
She got her ears pierced. :) I was there. <3

Today's the last Cinderella,
I'll reflect over musical as a whole later. :)