Phone Tag

So.
I Be Playin' Me Some Phone Tag With RAL.
Haha sorry.
So heres the deal.
Why do i talk about Nathaniel?
Irony.
[~<3~ did i spell that right?]
A year ago, i'd have done ANYTHING to be with him.
ANYTHING. yeaaaah.
My "AGE" was a problem.
Have i filed for rape yet?
Nope.
And ajz is 3 yrs. and 10 months older than i.
Ha.
Haha.
You SEE...
Now Nathaniel likes me.
I think.
Or needs me.
Or something.
And...if i were to just talk
About Nathaniel,
People would get suspicious.
They would think i wasn't over him.
I don't care.
But...he keeps poping up in my life.
When it's more inconvient.
Or rather, when i've forgotten him.
That is why i continue to talk
About the guy who isn't here.
About the guy who isn't mine.
About the guy who hurts himself.
That is why.

And as far as _ _ _ _ _ goes
[Thanks for using those letters lol!]
She is just another person i pass in the halls.
I don't care.
And she doesn't.
I really don't feel
Bad, mad, scared, or anything
When i see her.
She is just another face
At Wave-town High.

And about last night at pep band.
If anyone saw me upset...
I had some issues with ajz.
His friend, the gay one,
Told me about his life.
What i didn't know.
No, no, it's ok.
We've worked it out.
Nothings changed.
Ajz is just an exagerator, says he.
The friend of ajz.
Please don't change opinions,
You don't know, and you all won't.
Prolly.
Nothings wrong.
I get to see Ajz soon.
This coming weekend.
:D

And as for Phone Tag Boy.
I read your comment.
I just called to talk.
Laugh. Out. Loud. ;)
We do need to hang more.
And i'm interested in what
Dream snipets were of me.
In your post... :P

And as for pheonix
{did i spell it right?}
Thanks for today.
Sorry lance and justin were
Show-offs lol.
I had fun.

Ps all who read:
the friend of Ajz said to me this:
Stay happy.
<3333