I feel

Protective.
I can't just let Nathanial be depressed.
I have to make people happy.
Unless they've made it dificult.

I don't know what you want from me.
If you like them i'm not going to fight.
I have too much going on right now. :/ sorry.
I still think you're cool and i'd hang out
Where ever when ever you want.
But i can't put all my effort into this.
I still want to be friends, i do.
But i go through busy periods.
You allowed to have multiple groups of friends, too.
You know i do.
And it's hard to talk to you in band cuz i'm always rushing the bell.
I'm late to class, and have to run to the opposite side of the school after.
That's all.
I miss you i really do. Let's hang out over xmas then decide. :)

And. speaking of. i could really use break like...NOW. 10 more school days!
Try to keep good spirits. i mean, i really would miss you.
You know i can't live without you, but if you want a change of scene
For a while, i won't mind. I'm always gonna be here for you.
That's why we're best friends.
So..call me. If you wanna hang out.
Let's make snowmen and fools of ourselves, ok? :)
Gooooooooodnight.
ps: I had fox news and homophobes. :D